Written quite a while ago, but I really like it;


I am the kind of guy who knows what I am doing all of the time. I can't help it. I think way too much not to realize what I'm doing. I have realized over the years that forethought is a double edged sword.
I believe in God so much that I am willing to question Him indefinitely. Nothing is worth believing if your faith is so weak, that you aren't sure if it can stand questioning.
I am not my culture. I am not my nationality. I am not my religion. I am not my style, my music, , my friends, my education, my hobbies, or my hatred. I am my sustained beliefs. I feel that anyone who has such little self confidence in who they are that they have to hide behind a religion, culture, nationality, etc. deserves our pity. Its truly sad that they cannot even exist. They let someone else exist for them. In my opinion, this is sub-human.
I believe in a definite truth, despite its roots in indefinite ambiguity. There is a logical deduction for any causality or belief. Therefore, I do not respect people's decision to believe something other than the truth. Falsity has its place, but that place is not in your sustained beliefs.
I believe in pre-determination. It doesn't matter if one cannot prove an active God. If you feel you are able to form your own opinions, then you must recognize that these opinions were formed from previous conceptions. This means that you are still pre-determined by the events in your life that preceded you, and so on. Self-determination is contradictory.
I love my friends. They are all I have really. That and my own mentality; so these are all I depend on.